Limbo

Feel like im lost stuck in a place from which i cannot extricate myself limbo, but still i grind least as time passes and others succeed i grow green with envy indo, my hind sight as yours twenty twenty and i bear the full weight of my actions or lack there of, as i reap the fruits of my complacency the arrogant seed i sowed, my irrational belief in myself come back to haunt me my very own double edged sword, irrational self belief yet i believe myself a failure thats an oxymoron ain't it, i am the one yet i ain't it, guess i am full of it but i ain't eat, guess somewhere along the line my misdeeds have me losing the plot missing deeds, maybe if i had done more and if asked if i tried my best i could truthfully say i did this would be more bearable. bear with me though i know the end of the road i am far from which is partly the reason for the melodrama, always the optimist yet i recognize my glass clearly stands half empty

I am not human

lol this one was requested by the lil hommie Mwanika, so here goes

The hommie say i am confused cause i am convinced that i am not like you, but peep y'all can barely stand to be without each other me i barely like you, my inner workings past unorthodox, far right black box i just look like you, my brains flood with thoughts i sea, no i see i don't just look like you, pirate as i navigate my seas in search of my treasure chest, y'all on a pyrite thing chasing fools gold, peep me and get on some he's cold reptile?, naa but i empathize with y'all i cry for y'all no croc tears im no hypocrite, when y'all read me i bet y'all criticize my arrogance and claim its not kosher like uncircumcised dicks, but i pay you no mind with your old testament temperament your rules i just circumvent my routes charted, destination accounts that need to be audited by a dude thats chartered, a few cheerleaders on my sidelines , oh yeah i am flattered y'all believe in it even though you know not what it is, blind faith in the Shell yet you know not whats underneath heart stays pumping under there high BP, high octane but unrefined so my seas stay covered in crude call these my black thoughts, no i am not like you.

3 AM thoughts

3 AM thoughts, 3 i am thoughts, free i am thoughts, i am free of thoughts? no the quiet just amplifies my thoughts, and as the years pass concrete become my doubts, reinforced with steel they are sky scraping, but my dreams still stay higher up they are star gazing, the sky no limit the box infinite in its dimensions, so by all means pigeon hole me but i'm in another dimension, already mentioned i am three in thoughts, you've met but one do you know the whole me? my systematic chaos three me, three am all points to one spot all end up at the same point, basically what's the point? oh well why dwell on that? since we're here i guess its to make the most of it, so i first try to find all of me cause we are lost in it, compose myself so to say until then i'll be composing these, looking to find a way to make the most of it.

Momma Say

Momma say i need to speak more, say more, express more else i'll lose it but to me all thats folklore, so i just lock myself in ignore y'all staring at my laptop screen looking to know more, cause while we rest the machine grows on, Moore's law soon it'll know more then we'll be no more or at least of no use, praying they come in peace, cause it's alive like Frankenstein and its smarter than Einstein

Aaaarrrgggghhhhh

No ti,e for that tech post as yet think ima jus drop a few bars its been day since i scripted sumin here goes nun.

Yerp its understandable that y'all stare in awe cause on the bars im the beginnin and end all/ no blasphemy ain even spit yet but the scripts blast for me/ y'all claim u drop bombs but a nigga still standing here brushin that dust off me/ ain that dastardly try to put a wrench in a nigga works bout y'all bout as competent as muttley/ if ur bars took human shape they could only be described as fugly/ how u think they compare when mine so certified 5 star em bisshes could model swim wear/ .... can't be bothered

Technology

back on this blogging thing a post on Tech coming ASAP...

More of Week 3 - Grand West a Nigga on Ice literally lol, n sneaker game keeps improving

Phressh new schmack hatchets lol ooowweee sneaker money(Ross voice)

Rappin to some nex white bwoi first timer who was having a tough time lol

Lol the hommie on skates who woulda thank it????

Phresh new adidas forums black n gold black n gold thats the formula lol